When I was pregnant with Tommy, I had this uneasy feeling deep in my gut that something wasn’t quite right. The doctor reassured me over and over that everything looked normal, it was just a small country practice with one OBGYN, one ultrasound, and Tommy’s little hand covering his mouth on the screen. But the feeling stayed. I couldn’t put words to it, but my heart knew something was off. Nothing could have prepared me for his birth. It was one of the happiest days of my lif